The sky was very blue in Beaver, PA on November 13th, 1998. There was a cop car parked down the block. I looked at it and wondered–did they put it there for me?
Had I planned a run to Canada I would have take off already.
People from our church came. Reporters came. They gathered around us in our pain.
Then the caseworker came.
I will never forget what happened between the house and my last glimpse of you in that car, but even after 16 years I don’t want to write it down.
Still too painful.
All of it, too painful.