“I can’t talk now…”

I have a list in my head of alarming things that should be said over and over and over again—

Yeshua means God saves

Cry out to him wherever and whenever you can

Don’t go with strangers

Don’t go to bars at all

But if you do go, don’t go alone

Always tell your person where you are and where you are going

Because there are wolves everywhere and they are not the worst monsters among us

And if real words seem to stop working then just press the button on the dashboard console

Let the computer send the last message for you—

I can’t talk right now, I am driving my Pathfinder

Who gives this woman?

I begin to doubt the integrity of the prayers when there are small words inserted to create distance between the woman herself, the gossamer tendrils of law and mercy, and the gaping maw of life-limiting-six-months.

You knew her, right?

The beautiful love story and the broken loneliness?

The way two old people can alarm their neighbors by arguing in the yard?

The steep front steps?

The cartoonishly lovable cat?

She spoke clearly about the dismay she felt decades ago as she watched her own mother sink

Into the loss of who she was.

A person is worth more

Than the sum of all

They could ever possibly possess

But not what can be lost or stolen

When we all cease

To become human in our hearts

10 Cities

The light is falling which means that as the short blue explosions of light subside, the longer, slower pinks and yellows and reds flood

The sky, the man-made lake, and the little girl who looks with every fiber of her being for Beauty in the form of a Friend

Where is he? Her arms and legs geometric as she peers towards the fence, the friend she has missed, like a lost brother, all these years in exile

Your rod and your staff will comfort me

the bamboo stick fished from the river in her hand as her older sister recounts the story of Aaron (and Moses) casting down a rod only to see if transformed into a snake and a snake that eats the snakes of all who oppose them!

“I wish I could turn a staff into a snake!” She exclaims with envy. As though this were a thing little girls did with prophetic regularity.

I tell her she should aim to just practice treating Jesus like a friend who sticks closer than a brother.

Talk then listen

Listen then talk

Marvel at what happens when God gives you

Treasure in the field

As light falls

Into night

Kiano

First, I was hit hard by your story, your extreme youth, your face in the photo, then I was hit by the strangeness of the term.

Is this, like the MAID, the pharmaceutical death, and the ornate Cross on the logo, another Canadian difference? What is this “enichement?”

Google corrected my search twice to “enrichment,” before I found the true meaning.

The similarities are haunting—two young men go willingly to their deaths.

One buys drugs at a local pharmacy and dies in a funeral home.

The other endures the torture of a Roman execution.

Both are entombed.

But what happens after that depends entirely on the power of the older man

To be

The Resurrection and the Life.

John 11:1,3,14,21-26 KJV
[1] Now a certain man was sick, named Lazarus, of Bethany, the town of Mary and her sister Martha. [3] Therefore his sisters sent unto him, saying, Lord, behold, he whom thou lovest is sick. [14] Then said Jesus unto them plainly, Lazarus is dead. [21] Then said Martha unto Jesus, Lord, if thou hadst been here, my brother had not died. [22] But I know, that even now, whatsoever thou wilt ask of God, God will give it thee. [23] Jesus saith unto her, Thy brother shall rise again. [24] Martha saith unto him, I know that he shall rise again in the resurrection at the last day. [25] Jesus said unto her, I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live: [26] And whosoever liveth and believeth in me shall never die. Believest thou this?

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The Organizing Man

I stop by the Goodwill to look for bins that could be used to wash clothes or organize them if the machine is transformed by answered prayers and there is a shelf with sheets that bear a passing resemblance to those I once bought for my mother’s house transformed first to a short term rental and then back to a family home.

Maybe the roosters just sound the alarm because of the light of the fire like a tiny sun from near earth waking them from peaceful slumber

What if he gave them away? Who? You ask

The organizing man

Nice enough to strangers

One of whom I am become.

The Williams of Heaven

https://www.fox19.com/2026/08/14/3-suspects-plead-not-guilty-death-7-year-old-william-evans-ellis/

Hey, kid

I have been working on something lately that (tragically)

Reminds me of you

It started with the question of how “you” could transmit hope to a distant “stone-age” tribe

What symbols would “you” need to

Stand in for Man

Stand in for Woman

Stand in for child

Stand in for God

Stand in for Pain-Brutality-Disenfranchised-Sorrow

Abandonment. Near total abandonment.

By now you recognize where I am going with this—Substitutionary Atonement

For the lamb, the goat, the chicken, the child, the man, the monster

Living then dying inside the universal symbol for In-all-my-years-of-law-enforcement….

This is what ellipsis is for

All the Williams of Heaven

We will see each other again

And this time you will tell your whole terrible story

Through the Universal Translator

God with us.

Matthew 18:3-7 KJV
[3] And said, Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven. [4] Whosoever therefore shall humble himself as this little child, the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven. [5] And whoso shall receive one such little child in my name receiveth me. [6] But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in me, it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea. [7] Woe unto the world because of offences! for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that man by whom the offence cometh!

Matthew 23:37 KJV
[37] O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, thou that killest the prophets, and stonest them which are sent unto thee, how often would I have gathered thy children together, even as a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings, and ye would not!

This is our God

Isaiah 22:22-25 KJV
[22] And the key of the house of David will I lay upon his shoulder; so he shall open, and none shall shut; and he shall shut, and none shall open. [23] And I will fasten him as a nail in a sure place; and he shall be for a glorious throne to his father’s house. [24] And they shall hang upon him all the glory of his father’s house, the offspring and the issue, all vessels of small quantity, from the vessels of cups, even to all the vessels of flagons. [25] In that day, saith the Lord of hosts, shall the nail that is fastened in the sure place be removed, and be cut down, and fall; and the burden that was upon it shall be cut off: for the Lord hath spoken it.