Whether Balloons

They rise at dawn

Balloon

Device

Telemetry

Parachute

Gas lighter than air

Pulls them

Up

And

Up

And up

Like a crazy near earth skydiver

Waiting for the moment when it all changes

The day

We become the weather balloons

Held aloft by the light

And the oil in our lamps

And the voice of the Bridegroom

We will

Rise

Whether permitting….

Matthew 16:1-3 KJV
[1] The Pharisees also with the Sadducees came, and tempting desired him that he would shew them a sign from heaven. [2] He answered and said unto them, When it is evening, ye say, It will be fair weather: for the sky is red. [3] And in the morning, It will be foul weather to day: for the sky is red and lowring. O ye hypocrites, ye can discern the face of the sky; but can ye not discern the signs of the times?

Look for Him…

Matthew 5:3 KJV
[3] Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

Jesus was, is, and will be a physical reality of human history. His part in our story is so elemental that it cannot be said enough—Jesus means “God saves.”

By definition and reality, the Holy Spirit is more ephemeral. Our definitions of him are often more similes than portraits.

He is like a dove

He is like fire

He is the air in our lungs and our souls (not a metaphor).

Look for God, the Triune, interventional, rescuing God.

Ask him who he is

Ask him to show you

Ask him anything.

Maybe it is you?

For an unspecified amount of time I have had a homework assignment I cannot complete.

How could you transmit the story of God becoming a man and living among humans to die for our ordinary and terrible actions, our helplessness and death? Then triumphing over death and rising again to rescue us and give us a home forever in a safe and wonderful place?

How would you do that in pictures? Without a common language? How would you send that message out to people far away who did not know you, have a common language and who had never heard about Jesus?

Whose name means

God saves.

Schellenberg Hiddenness

Yesterday I wrote a sincere, non-resistant, genuine email to John “JL” Schellenberg about his long-held but fallacy-ridden philosophy that a group of fictional people refute the existence of God. I made it simple, personal, and I referred to my own experience and Sesame Street.

No answer.

I am experiencing Schellenberg Hiddenness.

I am pretty bummed. So much so that I will have to consign my thoughts to the philosophical non-existence of a benevolent, interventionist Schellenberg to a part 2 post.

If you can get him to respond or have evidence he is there, please let me know ASAP!!!

The Sentinels

It is the blackest sea, no light, no sound, no air, no errant ships and it is night (of course) always night, but then there are the Sentinels—

Beacons, relentless beacons

Beyond human language

Still

Sending out words of vigilance

Nonetheless

https://www.topverses.com/about/stars

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pulsar

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lake_of_fire

Love Letters

When I was in college I loved a boy who was very lovable but just wanted to be friends.

I wrote him a letter about elephants which seemed engaging at the time because I was so young, but now seems to have been cribbed from the movie Green Card.

Oh well, so much for originality.

Now that I am older, I have original stories, but the Boy-i-love calls stars into being and sees into my soul, what is the point of words and letters?

What can I possibly say that he doesn’t already…know…

(Psalm 139:3-4 KJV
[3] Thou compassest my path and my lying down, and art acquainted with all my ways. [4] For there is not a word in my tongue, but, lo, O Lord, thou knowest it altogether.)

(This screenshot I have of a child I want to raise) I would tell him that I am lost without him

I would tell him I will keep calling the number to get her to me

I will tell him I cannot stop looking for him

Like David in Ps 139, like the Shula…Shuna…mite woman

Here is my most interesting thing—I constantly long to see you

Face-to-face at last

Song of Songs 3:2-3 KJV
[2] I will rise now, and go about the city in the streets, and in the broad ways I will seek him whom my soul loveth: I sought him, but I found him not. [3] The watchmen that go about the city found me: to whom I said, Saw ye him whom my soul loveth?

Kiano

First, I was hit hard by your story, your extreme youth, your face in the photo, then I was hit by the strangeness of the term.

Is this, like the MAID, the pharmaceutical death, and the ornate Cross on the logo, another Canadian difference? What is this “enichement?”

Google corrected my search twice to “enrichment,” before I found the true meaning.

The similarities are haunting—two young men go willingly to their deaths.

One buys drugs at a local pharmacy and dies in a funeral home.

The other endures the torture of a Roman execution.

Both are entombed.

But what happens after that depends entirely on the power of the older man

To be

The Resurrection and the Life.

John 11:1,3,14,21-26 KJV
[1] Now a certain man was sick, named Lazarus, of Bethany, the town of Mary and her sister Martha. [3] Therefore his sisters sent unto him, saying, Lord, behold, he whom thou lovest is sick. [14] Then said Jesus unto them plainly, Lazarus is dead. [21] Then said Martha unto Jesus, Lord, if thou hadst been here, my brother had not died. [22] But I know, that even now, whatsoever thou wilt ask of God, God will give it thee. [23] Jesus saith unto her, Thy brother shall rise again. [24] Martha saith unto him, I know that he shall rise again in the resurrection at the last day. [25] Jesus said unto her, I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live: [26] And whosoever liveth and believeth in me shall never die. Believest thou this?

https://www.vesciofuneralhome.com/memorials/kiano-vafaeian/5675301

The Williams of Heaven

https://www.fox19.com/2026/08/14/3-suspects-plead-not-guilty-death-7-year-old-william-evans-ellis/

Hey, kid

I have been working on something lately that (tragically)

Reminds me of you

It started with the question of how “you” could transmit hope to a distant “stone-age” tribe

What symbols would “you” need to

Stand in for Man

Stand in for Woman

Stand in for child

Stand in for God

Stand in for Pain-Brutality-Disenfranchised-Sorrow

Abandonment. Near total abandonment.

By now you recognize where I am going with this—Substitutionary Atonement

For the lamb, the goat, the chicken, the child, the man, the monster

Living then dying inside the universal symbol for In-all-my-years-of-law-enforcement….

This is what ellipsis is for

All the Williams of Heaven

We will see each other again

And this time you will tell your whole terrible story

Through the Universal Translator

God with us.

Matthew 18:3-7 KJV
[3] And said, Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven. [4] Whosoever therefore shall humble himself as this little child, the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven. [5] And whoso shall receive one such little child in my name receiveth me. [6] But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in me, it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea. [7] Woe unto the world because of offences! for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that man by whom the offence cometh!

Matthew 23:37 KJV
[37] O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, thou that killest the prophets, and stonest them which are sent unto thee, how often would I have gathered thy children together, even as a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings, and ye would not!

We go afishing!

I believe in the subtext.

When Peter announces (post-Resurrection) that he is “going afishing” Gospel of John, KJV,

Jesus has been betrayed

Jesus has tortured

Jesus has been murdered for us

Jesus harrowed hell

Jesus rose from the dead

And then he comes back!! Sees his peeps! Breaks bread with them!!

And then Peter and I go afishing.

What are we thinking? Well, gotta eat

Normal life has to start back up some time?

Then, if we are blessed. Jesus confronts the subtext—

Nothing will ever be just “normal” again

Jesus is in the room

And it is our job to notice

Swerve

And become…

John 21:1-4 KJV
[1] After these things Jesus shewed himself again to the disciples at the sea of Tiberias; and on this wise shewed he himself. [2] There were together Simon Peter, and Thomas called Didymus, and Nathanael of Cana in Galilee, and the sons of Zebedee, and two other of his disciples. [3] Simon Peter saith unto them, I go a fishing. They say unto him, We also go with thee. They went forth, and entered into a ship immediately; and that night they caught nothing. [4] But when the morning was now come, Jesus stood on the shore: but the disciples knew not that it was Jesus.

News of His enthronement

In my head the news comes

Across the radio

Wafting through

The ordinary work—

Washing, mending, sorting

Clothes pinned to lines in the sun

While the reporters tell overlapping stories

Of a man amidst the mob

Soldiers plaiting thorns

World,

Your King has come

Naked, silent, broken, abused, mocked, slandered, burned in the fire

For my place,

I take the ordinary

thorns

Plait a crown

Just to push into farthest edge of the terrible howl

He takes for us