The Metaphysics Problem

Psalm 22:10 KJV
[10] I was cast upon thee from the womb: thou art my God from my mother’s belly.

I was once in a college class called Metaphysics. The professor posited that logic demanded that a world of creatures demanded the existence of one Undifferentiated Absolute and that once you accepted the logical necessity of the Absolute, then it was up to you to decide what to do with the existence of this Eternal Creator.

The God of the Bible is unequivocal—verse after verse refers to babies in utero as people, eternal humans.

If you don’t believe that it is “turtles all the way down,” you owe it to yourself to consider what God says about all of us—no one too old or too young, too small or too big, to be beyond the reach of his love.

Before we were conceived, he loved us, and that love endures forever.

The Oxygen Metaphor

She signs the word “drown,”

The sign is a person falling down beneath the surface. It haunts me. It haunted me before the Titan lost contact with its guide ship. It haunts me when I think about times when I have had trouble breathing or when I spend just a few seconds holding my breath in the green-blue river.

We are living beings who need oxygen. Jesus is my oxygen. He went to the depths to save me from drowning.

He went to the depths for all of us.

He is our Rescuer—the air in our lungs.

What would you do with the end of “normal?”

In the early months of 2021 I formulated a plan based on the return of my life to me. I had almost died of Covid and had spent some time tethered to an oxygen machine.

I decided I should move slowly—literally. I felt like there was a sense of my own human fragility that had to be acknowledged—drive carefully, walk carefully, acknowledge the fog of your recovery.

Give some stuff away. I am a thrift store shopper and I tend to hold on to clothes. I went through several bags of clothes and was able to give them away with the acknowledgment that I had survived something and did not need that dress or that shirt in my new chapter.

Use the gift of a life given back for something. We took in our adopted granddaughters, whose lives have been pretty traumatic. I told myself—if I have been given more time, I need to use the time for brave things. That is not the easiest decision to make when your brave decision changes the lives of your entire family. But I can’t imagine my life without my granddaughters now.

I feel like we are all on the edge of change. Economies are brittle, wars are on horizons. Have we even really recovered from the trauma of a pandemic?

What would you do if today or tomorrow or Sunday was the last day of “normal?”

John 13

In utero

Isaiah 49:1-2 NIV
[1] Listen to me, you islands; hear this, you distant nations: Before I was born the Lord called me; from my mother’s womb he has spoken my name. [2] He made my mouth like a sharpened sword, in the shadow of his hand he hid me; he made me into a polished arrow and concealed me in his quiver.

Shooting Stars

They pepper me with questions on the way to the office. When it is just the three of us we can lean into our survivors’ solidarity—

How do birds fly? What are shooting stars?

I want to say you are shooting stars, bright bits of light in night sky, not stars, but bits of iron and silicate broken from the mother rock

Contrails in the inky sky

The phone booth at the end of the world

The words spill out about a horror movie you showed them and I say excuse me girls I need to make a brief phone call

And walk to the phone booth at the end of the world—

Just a couple of Dixie cups and grubby yarn but a good enough connection for me to

Shout

I am so angry at you! How could you have picked monsters instead of little girls? How could you have let them see all those scary movies? The too-real monster men? The empty ache for an awake mama?

I am so pissed at you

No wonder they have been angry too